A special Email...

always hear that there is a life cycle in everyone's life....
( i mean in ur whole life, u will sometimes feel delight and of course depress)
i think until now, the most depress time is my secondary ( form 4 & form 5)
i always think that i don wish to think back my secondary lifetime
(of course isn't mainly related to my classmate 4a1 n 5a1)
my depress is about my sickness, my friendship and also my studies....
now i think back, i really hate myself ( that idiot stupid caining)

i try to continue on my life...
with without looking back...
without contact v my school mates....
(truthfully not because of 5a1... is jz mainly my problem)

no matter how hard i try to forget...
I will never forget a group of crazy galss...
that always sit together... chatting and studying.... concerning each of everyone....


one day, i m busying v my life here....
i saw a name that already years didnt hear about appear in my hotmail...
in the email just only funvzhu.blogspot.com
i swear that time i m a bit anxious to touch my old memories... my beloved frensss
but i think i m always wrong....

i should feel my olden daysss was that terrible...
not only sad and bad memories....
not only tearssss
n not only stupid n idiot caining...

thx mei chin aka US$
thx ai win
thx juju
thx mei ling
thx ah pei
thx siyan
thx shi pei

because u recall that my secondary life
i have happiness...
i have frensssssssss...
i have u all...

thx very very muchhhhh....

My 19th Bthday Party

Hahaha , cant imagine that i m not celebrating my bthday alone in this new country ^^

This is all my BEST frensssss here... ermm except my dearest sis lal...
Jessica Emilia Eunice and Da... ermm n her boyfren Phea taking photos of us...
thx a lot for comin my bthday party
cheerssss
oppss!! nearly forget my lovely late fren Pavi
(thx Pavi for travel all the way there MuackksXX)

ok these are the food we ate



obviously a lot dinosaurs went, thats why left only thesssseeee...


















This year is my first year out of my country , celebrating my bthday...
previous years, i used to celebrate v my family and lots of frens...
although i m very very happy too
but this time isn't the same compare to the last years...
i dono how to use words to express my feelings...
i think the BEST word is GLADFUL

i really very very very thank you u all here, celebrate my bthday...

I really very very glad that i have so many lovely frens here...
if not i really cant survive here...

besides, i wanted also want to tell Clara that
I DIDNT ANGRY OF U
because i cant angry of my true frens
& special thx to my lovely classmate,
Bayan , Nisa, Luwen, Dong Dong, Elson, Tom, Bo, Tutu, Bruce, Nic, Reza, Xiang and many more
thx for accompany me this year
i will remember u all n miz u all


Oh ya!
i at last need to say
Mummy I LOVE U
thx for taking me to this wonderful world
n always take care of me
MUACKKKSSSSS

Y i so bad luck these dayzzzzzzzzzzzzz???

haihzzzzzzzzzz Y i so bad luck these dayzzzzzzzzzzzzz???
i really miz my good dayzz...
i tink i forget to pack my luck here
Nowadays
i always need to face everything myself...
i always didnt bring my eyes along
i got sickness
i got more more new and incredible experiences (not a good thing duh)
i nearly kick my my idiot RMIT UNI
i nearly slip over and caused dead
i nearly screwed my studies
i nearly lost my beloved and cute pendrive
i nearly fall in love with my imaginations
i...... i.....
a lot n a lot

i don dare to tell others
i very don dare to tell my mom that
" i really don like Australia, i really hope i m always in Malaysia v u..."
but i know i cant
i need to grow up
i need to b a independent gal
independent Fren
independent student

i now very very very miss BUDDHA
i think he hate me and dowan me already...
or mayb he angry of me

BUddha i know i m always bad gal n do lot of bad things
i know u don like i didnt go ur temple
i will try lal
plss love me back

BUDDHA
I ALWAYS LOVE U

Feel very down today...

I m not that happy today...

i tink i really getting Fe Up lal...

is I m the one who can't live in concord with others or others problem??

nowday always quarrel v my sis...

i really don understand how we can stay in the same room, sleep on the same bed for 17 years??

how come i didn't cut off all her hair or stab a knife into her chest (amitabha)

ERMM　

this sound so violent but i really impress with myself that i still not imprison...

is i change or she is the one who has problem???

she always right n i always wrong

she always ask IS NOW I M BAD WOMAN LAL

i really wanted to say yes le

but sure she ll angry me n dowan to talk to me anymore...

that day say who n who wanna con money n today say that RMIT wanna con money...

wth man... RMIT wanna corn my parent money so wat???

wat can i do??? should i burn down RMIT??? or should i kill all my lectures???

real headache...

y cant she care me more on what nice food i love to eat n willing to cook for me???

that is what a good n caring sister should do....

n y everyone sure say is my wrong???

get super bad result n get in a idiot program is all my wrong lal...

i m dumb oso can't help mah...

my mom born me stupid is my wrong lal....

i m fat n ugly is i wish lal...

wth man

everyone say this world is so unfair

I TRULY AGREE V IT

haihhhh she now sitting beside me n nag n nag n nag...

headacheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

but at the end i still need to say

LEE CAI QIN

i LoVE U forever n ever

i know u very care about me

but

nag is for mom

no for lovely sis

^^

My First Road Trip with Irene SIS

Boring Cai Ning go Geelong again
but this time is very SPECIAL bcozzz.....

Special thxxx to
Irene Che Che(Victa's SIS) and her Husband
for driving me and Cai Qin
TO:--

GREAT OCEAN ROAD (actually we planning to
go OceanGrave,
then mayb i m too cute so they willing to drive me there ^^) "I THINK LAR"

HeHe

take this pic* in car
soooo beautiful yeah!!

we actually didnt get to the top bcoz it will takes hours to reach there... Although, we didnt reached GREAT OCEAN ROAD but we still can catch BEAUTIFUL picturessssss....
although i m in the car, but i can clearly c the beautiful sea and in deed we are surrounded by flowers and water...

I love the most is this>>>>>
I saw peaceful
I Saw nature
I saw no pollution
I really hope to stay there
4EvER and Everrrr

Hey people, this is the Golden Wattle

Australia's National Flower

HaHaHa

my favorite colour

Me n LEE CAI QIN
Beautiful gals
v Beautiful sea
and Blue sky
This is wat everyone will say
PERFECTo

This is the waterfall nearby...
now u all c is so beautiful
but we take time to walk down
(ermm of course we drove there but we walk down to c this waterfall)

this is jz like ART of this planet
dont u feel??

This Is FENG SUI problem

Wah, since when i so superstitious...
But really very CHEAAaaa!!!
I tink many things changed...
not only me, not only my behaviour, my attitude, and also my living here


i m always a cheerful gal and so "SHINING"
BUT NOW
no sun n no shining
no red no happiness
no colourful n only winter blue
no warm and only freaking cold

no wonder ANG MOs always say they not that superstious lal
thats y the feng sui isnt that good here
haiyo y i so damn bad luck
y choose the country that have bad feng sui???

i really prefer M'sia
at least
i m so much SHINING
^^
=.='''

**

Really very sorry for not posting anyting here

But I know u are now sing

“is too late to apologize, is too late… is too late to apologize”

I know a lot of people hired KILLERS to kill me………..
I KNOW IT :(

If not y I feel so SICK n so … (cant express using worrddddsssssss)

that day i saw some of the killers liao...

that is

• carings
• memories
• lovings

Malaysia

I Miz U

i miz u all

thx for those who came to meet me when i went back Malaysia

n very sorry because i have not enough time to meet some of u...

i m very glad everyone is still remember me

i luv u all

muackkks

AMITABHA

ermm actually i wanna say about i went DOckLAND with my classmates

and i celebrated WESAK DAY (we called Buddha's Day),

but

i think i have someting TO say about

Sichuan EARTHQUAKE

i heard this news from my mom... but my first impression is "har earthquake again"... i first though is just aminor one but later i only realize that it is very serious one...

'An earthquake with a magnitude of 7.8 struck China's Sichuan'

'China comes to standstill, as toll reaches more than 71,000 dead'

'Earthquake one of the biggest in past century'

i m very sad because this caused many ppl lost their families...

i saw the news that a father shouted for his daughter...

a small kid sit beside the road crying for mummy...

they are so depress because they can't find their family...

they don't know whether are their family members survive?

this earthquake happened in the morning...

when my mom told me that

there are a lots of student died in their school because they can't escape from the building...

I FEEL LIKE CRYING

they found many of children's died body under the school...

i felt very very MASAM...

although i m not one of the victim

BUT

i really know that i m very lucky

BECAUSE
I M STILL BREATHING

I M STILL LIVING

i must appreciate that i m here

i really wish that

VICTIMS THAT UNFORTUNATELY DIED IN THIS DISASTER

WILL BE PEACE

AND CAN GET PROTECTED BY BUDDHA

AND

ALL SURVIVORS

CAN FORGET ALL THE SADNESS

AND CONTINUE THEIR LIFE HAPPILY...

AMITABHA

I M WRONG

Last time i tink DIPLOMA is a bad program

because all students don't like to study and they all wasting money...

i still remember that i told my mom that

if i can't get DEGREE COURSE, then i will stop study...

because mayb i afraid that others will laugh at me...

then my SAM result came out

(i know i m in deep shit)

my agent say if i wanna study degree course,

i need to go Swinburne University of Technology, Melbourne, Australia

although this is a good alternative

BUT

i really wish to stay in city with my sis...

so my mom force me to future study in RMIT

FOR DIPLOMA COURSE...

when i first day in RMIT,

i really not happy and felt i m so lousy...

in my class,

most of them are from CHINA (there are rumours that they really sucks)

and some from INDO, SRI LANKA, M'SIA, SAUDI ARABIA...

(ermm jz only one WHITE from Brazil)

then i understan that, actually they are willing to learn

(they always ajak me go study group, go library and always put effort in their assignment)

(although not all but majority lar)

that time i felt myself is so bad

(because i m not that hardworking and i m so lazy)

but now i really luv my class

DB5A

they are really good people and funny

although we are not the cleverest students,

but i know we already the BEST ^^

Business TAFE School Organisational Review Panel

u all know wat is Business TAFE School Organisational Review Panel??

ermm last tuesday i, Jess, Bayan, Clara and Pavi attended this Business TAFE School Organisational Review Panel...

(this is my name *wuhahahahha*)

it is counted in informal interview about wats our dissatisfication or wat we really don't like about the lecturers, campus or facilities of RMIT...

this is really very good bcoz they really hear wat we say and willing to change...



there are 10 students invited to this review... ( i tink only 4 ASIANS in the group, all ang mo lal)

i tink they all are really well prepared (or may b really very very dislike the facilities gua), they talk so fluently lar (make me so sked lar wey)...

i only complain the HUB n the stupid lift...

special dedicate to TAylor's College and University...

( TaYLOR u should have this )

Taylor is really sucks and so bullshit...

i pay so many thousands and the facilities is

soooo SUCKS

although there are lots of survey conducted but yet

No changes done...

My first YAM CHA session in MeLBOURne

hey still remember last year in taylor, P1 have a yam cha session... i still remember AZRI always say "let have Yam Cha session"... but that yam cha session is macam eating pizza... cakes... salad... n (ermm not like yam cha lal... more buffet style lal)...

last week i went a REAL yam cha session with my new classmates:-

Ting, Dong Dong, Bruce, TuTu, Bo Yang, Jess and PAvi

wuhahahha this is only part of the food... ermm actually this is only the starting... then later, i really very very not free to take picture ^^ ... (ermm donno y a human only has two hands n a mouth?? if i have extra a hand then i can take more pictures for u all lal...)

HaHaHa ^^

this is my new Sri Lanka Frennn...

Pavi

she first time Yam Cha... n First Time hold chopstick...

so GEnGgggg

not bad hor ^^

Although only part of my classmates went... but really very warming... we jokes around ( although we not came from the same country but i this inspire me that

different culture n different religion,

doesnt mean we in

different world...)

i really very very lucky to know them n very appreciate them as my FRIENDS

SPECIAL DeDicate to those don't like my BLOG

SPECIAL DeDicate to those don't like my BLOG

Ya i know a lot of people really dislike n some reALLY don't like my blogg...

ermm if u are one of them plss leave a very very NASTY comment and then leave my blog FOReVER n EvER...

especially LCQ, JC, HT, VT, and others...

thx very very muchhhhh ^^

steammboat in MeLbourNe

HaHaHa i m back again... wuhahahaha last friday i got steammmboatt pARtyyyyy at homeee....
haiyo i actually didnt do any preparations... ( really need to thx my dear dear sis n dear dear Wen Jiat KoKo) they did everything ^^


u c sooo many fooooods....

this is the two person that prepare food ( he act cool n dowan c camera )
n that girl le ( haih eat n eat n eat till forget to look camera )
















hahah wen yee, victa, henry n me ....
eat n eat n eat lar... haiyo of course lal food is so attractive... ( but tell u all lal... i really prefer m'sia ones...) but i think victa really loves it.. ( can see his mouth full of FooooDssss ^^

hahaha this stupid henry play BULLSHIT... (really very bullshit) u see he macam CraZY GuYYY, scare ppl saw his cardsssss... MENTAL PROBLEM...

^^

Kesian NiNG

Last time i always feel falling sick is very fortunate (ermm a bit weird)
ermm i mean is SICK = HAPPINESS
but now i feel falling is just a DISASTER

Now no more people concern me..
NiNG r u ok?
NiNG feel better?
NiNG still painful?
NiNG, papa mama take u to doctor?
NiNG come n sleep with mama...
NiNG, mama cook some porridge for u... ur favourite fish porridge...


Only got ppl
NiNG u know where the medicine put hor?
NiNG go back rest then nothing liao...
NiNG class is very important, don't skip...
Go n buy porridge urself lal...


NO one will ask NiNG
Wanna eat porridge?? i cook for u...
Need me teman u anot sis?
I come back bring u to c doctor...

Today i m not feeling well because a bit of diarrhoea ( not like my cousin because i went 4 times toilet and vomit once)

Porridge also need to walk very far to buy and wait very long to take away (due to lunch time, so very many ppl they need to serve).
Bought porridge still need to walk home ( no more MAMA DRIVER )
No one accompany me... that time i feel so sick n feel wanna die...

although this porridge looks good but i really prefer UNCLE LEE's RESTAURANT's porridge (cook by my dearest mummy n that porridge full of family love )

I DONT WAN SICK ANYMORE

&

PaPa MaMa

i miz u all

Love u all 4 EvERrrrrrr

My First Time In COURT

Wah if someone gossip that NiNG went to COurTT, sure my mom say i murder someone or did some crime... HaHaha don't think NiNG go court is because KENA TANGKAP... NiNG is the best citizen in m'sia and in australia...

There is 3 courts in Victoria... (don mention High Court larrr... )

1. Magistrates' Court

2. County Court

3. Supreme Court (sorri lazy to visit so... ^^)

(in front of Magistrates' Court)
ermm it is a rather small court (i mean the case)... no juries... But now i only notice that not only lawyers can debate in court... i saw POLICE debating in court (i mean not what we see in tvb's series-police only become witness or very useless role).. they just like a real lawyer... SOoooo Cooooool ^^

This place is SOooooooo BIG... i nearly lost my way inside **

This is the second court i visited, THE COUNTY COURT

very very nice court... a bit look like airport because it is very very strict... we need to go through the electrical door (i dono the exact word... u all know lal we usually saw it at airport before departure...) a lot of stuff can't bring into court such as SCISSORS, KNIFE, GUNS....

remember don't take lor ^^

In the court is really very very serious... there is 12 JURIES and a judge (wearing fake hair ***)

ermm everyone say that lawyers are SOoo Sooo soooooooo handsome... but i can tell u that THEY LIED TO U...

hahaha ^^

hey remember to visit these courts... it is really very worthy

ermm need to special thx to my dearest LAW teacher JOHN MARSHALL( a guy behind us) U see always asian loose to ANG MO because we always small small size... He is the one took us to the courts. (oh ya i forget to say that i went court is to do some research for my stupid court assignment)

these is my classmates... leng lui le ^^

Hope we DB5A can score good in this assignment...

Gambateh everyoneeee