Y i so bad luck these dayzzzzzzzzzzzzz???

haihzzzzzzzzzz Y i so bad luck these dayzzzzzzzzzzzzz???
i really miz my good dayzz...
i tink i forget to pack my luck here
Nowadays
i always need to face everything myself...
i always didnt bring my eyes along
i got sickness
i got more more new and incredible experiences (not a good thing duh)
i nearly kick my my idiot RMIT UNI
i nearly slip over and caused dead
i nearly screwed my studies
i nearly lost my beloved and cute pendrive
i nearly fall in love with my imaginations
i...... i.....
a lot n a lot

i don dare to tell others
i very don dare to tell my mom that
" i really don like Australia, i really hope i m always in Malaysia v u..."
but i know i cant
i need to grow up
i need to b a independent gal
independent Fren
independent student

i now very very very miss BUDDHA
i think he hate me and dowan me already...
or mayb he angry of me

BUddha i know i m always bad gal n do lot of bad things
i know u don like i didnt go ur temple
i will try lal
plss love me back

BUDDHA
I ALWAYS LOVE U

Feel very down today...

I m not that happy today...

i tink i really getting Fe Up lal...

is I m the one who can't live in concord with others or others problem??

nowday always quarrel v my sis...

i really don understand how we can stay in the same room, sleep on the same bed for 17 years??

how come i didn't cut off all her hair or stab a knife into her chest (amitabha)

ERMM　

this sound so violent but i really impress with myself that i still not imprison...

is i change or she is the one who has problem???

she always right n i always wrong

she always ask IS NOW I M BAD WOMAN LAL

i really wanted to say yes le

but sure she ll angry me n dowan to talk to me anymore...

that day say who n who wanna con money n today say that RMIT wanna con money...

wth man... RMIT wanna corn my parent money so wat???

wat can i do??? should i burn down RMIT??? or should i kill all my lectures???

real headache...

y cant she care me more on what nice food i love to eat n willing to cook for me???

that is what a good n caring sister should do....

n y everyone sure say is my wrong???

get super bad result n get in a idiot program is all my wrong lal...

i m dumb oso can't help mah...

my mom born me stupid is my wrong lal....

i m fat n ugly is i wish lal...

wth man

everyone say this world is so unfair

I TRULY AGREE V IT

haihhhh she now sitting beside me n nag n nag n nag...

headacheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

but at the end i still need to say

LEE CAI QIN

i LoVE U forever n ever

i know u very care about me

but

nag is for mom

no for lovely sis

^^