Feel very down today...

I m not that happy today...

i tink i really getting Fe Up lal...

is I m the one who can't live in concord with others or others problem??

nowday always quarrel v my sis...

i really don understand how we can stay in the same room, sleep on the same bed for 17 years??

how come i didn't cut off all her hair or stab a knife into her chest (amitabha)

ERMM　

this sound so violent but i really impress with myself that i still not imprison...

is i change or she is the one who has problem???

she always right n i always wrong

she always ask IS NOW I M BAD WOMAN LAL

i really wanted to say yes le

but sure she ll angry me n dowan to talk to me anymore...

that day say who n who wanna con money n today say that RMIT wanna con money...

wth man... RMIT wanna corn my parent money so wat???

wat can i do??? should i burn down RMIT??? or should i kill all my lectures???

real headache...

y cant she care me more on what nice food i love to eat n willing to cook for me???

that is what a good n caring sister should do....

n y everyone sure say is my wrong???

get super bad result n get in a idiot program is all my wrong lal...

i m dumb oso can't help mah...

my mom born me stupid is my wrong lal....

i m fat n ugly is i wish lal...

wth man

everyone say this world is so unfair

I TRULY AGREE V IT

haihhhh she now sitting beside me n nag n nag n nag...

headacheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

but at the end i still need to say

LEE CAI QIN

i LoVE U forever n ever

i know u very care about me

but

nag is for mom

no for lovely sis

^^

My First Road Trip with Irene SIS

Boring Cai Ning go Geelong again
but this time is very SPECIAL bcozzz.....

Special thxxx to
Irene Che Che(Victa's SIS) and her Husband
for driving me and Cai Qin
TO:--

GREAT OCEAN ROAD (actually we planning to
go OceanGrave,
then mayb i m too cute so they willing to drive me there ^^) "I THINK LAR"

HeHe

take this pic* in car
soooo beautiful yeah!!

we actually didnt get to the top bcoz it will takes hours to reach there... Although, we didnt reached GREAT OCEAN ROAD but we still can catch BEAUTIFUL picturessssss....
although i m in the car, but i can clearly c the beautiful sea and in deed we are surrounded by flowers and water...

I love the most is this>>>>>
I saw peaceful
I Saw nature
I saw no pollution
I really hope to stay there
4EvER and Everrrr

Hey people, this is the Golden Wattle

Australia's National Flower

HaHaHa

my favorite colour

Me n LEE CAI QIN
Beautiful gals
v Beautiful sea
and Blue sky
This is wat everyone will say
PERFECTo

This is the waterfall nearby...
now u all c is so beautiful
but we take time to walk down
(ermm of course we drove there but we walk down to c this waterfall)

this is jz like ART of this planet
dont u feel??

This Is FENG SUI problem

Wah, since when i so superstitious...
But really very CHEAAaaa!!!
I tink many things changed...
not only me, not only my behaviour, my attitude, and also my living here


i m always a cheerful gal and so "SHINING"
BUT NOW
no sun n no shining
no red no happiness
no colourful n only winter blue
no warm and only freaking cold

no wonder ANG MOs always say they not that superstious lal
thats y the feng sui isnt that good here
haiyo y i so damn bad luck
y choose the country that have bad feng sui???

i really prefer M'sia
at least
i m so much SHINING
^^
=.='''

**

Really very sorry for not posting anyting here

But I know u are now sing

“is too late to apologize, is too late… is too late to apologize”

I know a lot of people hired KILLERS to kill me………..
I KNOW IT :(

If not y I feel so SICK n so … (cant express using worrddddsssssss)

that day i saw some of the killers liao...

that is

• carings
• memories
• lovings

Malaysia

I Miz U

i miz u all

thx for those who came to meet me when i went back Malaysia

n very sorry because i have not enough time to meet some of u...

i m very glad everyone is still remember me

i luv u all

muackkks

AMITABHA

ermm actually i wanna say about i went DOckLAND with my classmates

and i celebrated WESAK DAY (we called Buddha's Day),

but

i think i have someting TO say about

Sichuan EARTHQUAKE

i heard this news from my mom... but my first impression is "har earthquake again"... i first though is just aminor one but later i only realize that it is very serious one...

'An earthquake with a magnitude of 7.8 struck China's Sichuan'

'China comes to standstill, as toll reaches more than 71,000 dead'

'Earthquake one of the biggest in past century'

i m very sad because this caused many ppl lost their families...

i saw the news that a father shouted for his daughter...

a small kid sit beside the road crying for mummy...

they are so depress because they can't find their family...

they don't know whether are their family members survive?

this earthquake happened in the morning...

when my mom told me that

there are a lots of student died in their school because they can't escape from the building...

I FEEL LIKE CRYING

they found many of children's died body under the school...

i felt very very MASAM...

although i m not one of the victim

BUT

i really know that i m very lucky

BECAUSE
I M STILL BREATHING

I M STILL LIVING

i must appreciate that i m here

i really wish that

VICTIMS THAT UNFORTUNATELY DIED IN THIS DISASTER

WILL BE PEACE

AND CAN GET PROTECTED BY BUDDHA

AND

ALL SURVIVORS

CAN FORGET ALL THE SADNESS

AND CONTINUE THEIR LIFE HAPPILY...

AMITABHA

I M WRONG

Last time i tink DIPLOMA is a bad program

because all students don't like to study and they all wasting money...

i still remember that i told my mom that

if i can't get DEGREE COURSE, then i will stop study...

because mayb i afraid that others will laugh at me...

then my SAM result came out

(i know i m in deep shit)

my agent say if i wanna study degree course,

i need to go Swinburne University of Technology, Melbourne, Australia

although this is a good alternative

BUT

i really wish to stay in city with my sis...

so my mom force me to future study in RMIT

FOR DIPLOMA COURSE...

when i first day in RMIT,

i really not happy and felt i m so lousy...

in my class,

most of them are from CHINA (there are rumours that they really sucks)

and some from INDO, SRI LANKA, M'SIA, SAUDI ARABIA...

(ermm jz only one WHITE from Brazil)

then i understan that, actually they are willing to learn

(they always ajak me go study group, go library and always put effort in their assignment)

(although not all but majority lar)

that time i felt myself is so bad

(because i m not that hardworking and i m so lazy)

but now i really luv my class

DB5A

they are really good people and funny

although we are not the cleverest students,

but i know we already the BEST ^^

Business TAFE School Organisational Review Panel

u all know wat is Business TAFE School Organisational Review Panel??

ermm last tuesday i, Jess, Bayan, Clara and Pavi attended this Business TAFE School Organisational Review Panel...

(this is my name *wuhahahahha*)

it is counted in informal interview about wats our dissatisfication or wat we really don't like about the lecturers, campus or facilities of RMIT...

this is really very good bcoz they really hear wat we say and willing to change...



there are 10 students invited to this review... ( i tink only 4 ASIANS in the group, all ang mo lal)

i tink they all are really well prepared (or may b really very very dislike the facilities gua), they talk so fluently lar (make me so sked lar wey)...

i only complain the HUB n the stupid lift...

special dedicate to TAylor's College and University...

( TaYLOR u should have this )

Taylor is really sucks and so bullshit...

i pay so many thousands and the facilities is

soooo SUCKS

although there are lots of survey conducted but yet

No changes done...