A special Email...

always hear that there is a life cycle in everyone's life....
( i mean in ur whole life, u will sometimes feel delight and of course depress)
i think until now, the most depress time is my secondary ( form 4 & form 5)
i always think that i don wish to think back my secondary lifetime
(of course isn't mainly related to my classmate 4a1 n 5a1)
my depress is about my sickness, my friendship and also my studies....
now i think back, i really hate myself ( that idiot stupid caining)

i try to continue on my life...
with without looking back...
without contact v my school mates....
(truthfully not because of 5a1... is jz mainly my problem)

no matter how hard i try to forget...
I will never forget a group of crazy galss...
that always sit together... chatting and studying.... concerning each of everyone....


one day, i m busying v my life here....
i saw a name that already years didnt hear about appear in my hotmail...
in the email just only funvzhu.blogspot.com
i swear that time i m a bit anxious to touch my old memories... my beloved frensss
but i think i m always wrong....

i should feel my olden daysss was that terrible...
not only sad and bad memories....
not only tearssss
n not only stupid n idiot caining...

thx mei chin aka US$
thx ai win
thx juju
thx mei ling
thx ah pei
thx siyan
thx shi pei

because u recall that my secondary life
i have happiness...
i have frensssssssss...
i have u all...

thx very very muchhhhh....

My 19th Bthday Party

Hahaha , cant imagine that i m not celebrating my bthday alone in this new country ^^

This is all my BEST frensssss here... ermm except my dearest sis lal...
Jessica Emilia Eunice and Da... ermm n her boyfren Phea taking photos of us...
thx a lot for comin my bthday party
cheerssss
oppss!! nearly forget my lovely late fren Pavi
(thx Pavi for travel all the way there MuackksXX)

ok these are the food we ate



obviously a lot dinosaurs went, thats why left only thesssseeee...


















This year is my first year out of my country , celebrating my bthday...
previous years, i used to celebrate v my family and lots of frens...
although i m very very happy too
but this time isn't the same compare to the last years...
i dono how to use words to express my feelings...
i think the BEST word is GLADFUL

i really very very very thank you u all here, celebrate my bthday...

I really very very glad that i have so many lovely frens here...
if not i really cant survive here...

besides, i wanted also want to tell Clara that
I DIDNT ANGRY OF U
because i cant angry of my true frens
& special thx to my lovely classmate,
Bayan , Nisa, Luwen, Dong Dong, Elson, Tom, Bo, Tutu, Bruce, Nic, Reza, Xiang and many more
thx for accompany me this year
i will remember u all n miz u all


Oh ya!
i at last need to say
Mummy I LOVE U
thx for taking me to this wonderful world
n always take care of me
MUACKKKSSSSS