A special Email...

always hear that there is a life cycle in everyone's life....
( i mean in ur whole life, u will sometimes feel delight and of course depress)
i think until now, the most depress time is my secondary ( form 4 & form 5)
i always think that i don wish to think back my secondary lifetime
(of course isn't mainly related to my classmate 4a1 n 5a1)
my depress is about my sickness, my friendship and also my studies....
now i think back, i really hate myself ( that idiot stupid caining)

i try to continue on my life...
with without looking back...
without contact v my school mates....
(truthfully not because of 5a1... is jz mainly my problem)

no matter how hard i try to forget...
I will never forget a group of crazy galss...
that always sit together... chatting and studying.... concerning each of everyone....


one day, i m busying v my life here....
i saw a name that already years didnt hear about appear in my hotmail...
in the email just only funvzhu.blogspot.com
i swear that time i m a bit anxious to touch my old memories... my beloved frensss
but i think i m always wrong....

i should feel my olden daysss was that terrible...
not only sad and bad memories....
not only tearssss
n not only stupid n idiot caining...

thx mei chin aka US$
thx ai win
thx juju
thx mei ling
thx ah pei
thx siyan
thx shi pei

because u recall that my secondary life
i have happiness...
i have frensssssssss...
i have u all...

thx very very muchhhhh....